When we first met i knew you were the right one for me... You made me get butterflies in my stomach everytime we were together... The very first time we went on a date, i was so damn nervous but, you came over to me and said: Baby, it's ok don't be nervous... I got you! Right then and there, i knew you was a keeper and, from that day on we became official.. As, weeks go by we begin to drift apart and part of that was because trust was lost when you cheated on me and then left me to be with the other person... I felt like every part of me wasn't going to make it and, so i packed all my things and left.. When, i came back, you were still there waiting on the porch, crying and that was shocking for me to see a strong black man crying.. After taking the time to think, i realized that i loved you and, i wanted too make our relationship work.. After being together for three years, i never thought losing you would come up again but, this time it was death that came between us.. I begin to feel very sick and i knew that i needed to go see a doctor.. So, i went.. My doctor came in the room after a 30 min wait and said that he was sorry to tell me this... But, i have full blown aids.. Breaking Down! I cried and cried! I couldn't believe that i had aids and full blown at that.. Months went by after your death and now, i'm standing here battling aids on my own.. I still cry every night but, it's got better.. I still think of you all the time and i get mad when i think of the day you told me that you have been sleeping with a man since we met.. How could you do that to me when i gave you my all?? Now, as i think of true love! I think of the good things that we shared but, I will always remember the man i loved cheating on me and giving me aids..
When i here love, just stop believing!!
XOXO
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